What little there was is now gone

I left the phone alone knowing that you’d never call saying that you’re sorry

The words, I realize, only pass through your mouth when forced out

Did you think that you could push me out of your life with shame

And pull me in with guilt?

That all skips off me now

The anger in you pointed out only shoots back in

I wish you could see yourself stabbing others with your words

Still, no one has done more wrong against you than you yourself

If you could kneel and eat your blame

If you could feel someone else’s pain

Then maybe you’d like yourself

But you can’t

You never will

As you sit outside angry at the people walking in

Maybe you’ll see the difference between you and them

But it has to come from you years past the couch where you lie

If you could see yourself lose your temper and act like a child

If you could see yourself manipulate feelings to fit your needs

Then maybe you’d understand people who don’t like you

Why they won’t talk to you

Why they don’t care for you

The more you say you aren’t what you are the more you are it

Everything I had for you reserved has melted

All hope faded

I don’t wish you anything

My feelings are blank

Good bye.